reborn

Desember 28, 2008

2009-print-preview-blogmy pages in this year has almost comes to an end. many things i have achieved during these past times, many things i overlooked and missed, but all i can say mission is accomplished with satisfying process. yes, what matter most (well, at least to me) is process, a progress we all must go through in every state of life. a baby must learn to walk and talk; a teen must seek their identity in community, an adult must seek their time of settled in life, a senior must find their warm bed to die on and a soul must find their light to walk into.

for a phoenix to be born, it must
die first
(that’s what Professor Dumbledor told me). well, it’s close enough for me to accept as true, coz yea, when i think about it its kinda reflecting to my own journey. the process might be long and unpleasant but when we all can accept who we are in the journey, life is an excellent teacher tough.

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hehe, saya lagi surfing (surfing tuh kegiatan utama di kantor; yet kerja adalah kegiatan sampingan). dan menemukan model2 snow globe yang keren! 😀

  ini horror…

 yang ini lebih sadisss..!

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wimbledon? *dawg*

Juni 27, 2008

dilaporkan dari arena Wimbledon 2008, jagoan-jagoan gua, Novak Djokovic dan Maria Sharapova, keduanya unggulan 3, harus tersingkir sangat-sangat awal di babak ke-2. sejujurnya gua kecewa berat oy. gua liat banget pertandingan Sharapova kemaren and it was awful, paraahhh! dia sering bgt gagal ngembaliin servis, blom lagi pukulannya gada yang sempurna, either itu out or keluar lapangan. winnernya dikit bgt. blom lagi double faultnya ampe 8. walopun gua gak oke sama sekali juga maen tennisnya, tapi gak seharusnya pemaen sekelas sharapova maen kayak kentut anoa bgitu! *mulai kasar. she was absolutely not at her best. and i’m sorry for that. yang jelas, penampilan luar dia still stunning! (with the tuxedo-look). and djokovic? i lost words. he was supposed to take the title tough. bye-bye, guys! u’re still my fave! ayo federreeeerrrr! *langsung pindah jagoan, hehe..

different weekend

Juni 25, 2008

cukup banyak update selama beberapa hari ini gak nulis. wiken kemaren was never better. my mom and rahma were here. it was full of joy and fun. i’ve been missing them so damn bad, sayang bgt adek gua gak ikut. wonder what they were doing that time. hiks2.. another dissapointment was the flight’s delay for almost 5hours! yess.. yes.. it was insane guys, i know. pantes banget airlines indonesia gak diijinin buat terbang ke uni eropa. obvious bgt gitu org2 indonesia tuh gak menghargai yg namanya waktu! termasuk waktu singkat nyokab gua untuk mengetahui keadaan anaknya yang malang di pulau kalimantan ini. *lebayy

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FINALLY, i finished reading the novel. well, saya sangat perlu meluangkan waktu khusus buat baca novel since i got zillions things to do. haha.. anyhow, this book is highly recommended! truly! yep.. yep.. i do mean it!

yang paling bisa saya simpulkan dari buku ini, the book is sooo europe! praktisnya sih, u can imagine the land of europe from this book, together with the culture (paling seru!), people, aura, great-spots, and so many more. saya pernah ke beberapa tempat di eropa dan by reading endensor, i feel like it was livin’ again. semua penuturan kalimat-kalimatnya di novel ini rasanya juga mengalir dgn dinamika yang bener-bener terjaga. well, lo gakkan selalu terjebak dengan indahnya eropa karna ada beberapa paradoks yang tersembunyi di dalam beberapa bagian chapter ini.

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weiyyy, last weekend (7/6) was in banjarmasin. want to know a whole story?? you’ll about to read it here. it was fuull of joy (of course not including tragedi menyebalkan yang gua ditonjok org di tengah jalan) i’m vacationing myself together with some friends of moi as a getaway from loneliness of palangkaraya. it’s like gua bisa gila kalo setiap wiken i have nothing to do.

soo, it was started in the middle day of saturday, 5 lonely guys by avanza. singkatnya, we stopped at Jembatan Barito to have some pics. it was yellow-type of American’s most popular bridge. sayang bgt disini keadaan tamannya kurang terawat. tapi gak ngeganggu kita anak2 sok asik buat ambil pecun, eeh ambil foto. (heuheu, jadi ketularan gaya nulis di astagayuk).

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clueless

Juni 5, 2008

life is just jack in a box. i dunno what’s gonna pop up in the next minute. like this day. the sun was high in the early of morning, didnt stop burning me, skies are blue. sunshine ain’t so bright tough. but then rain drops. well, honestly, i dont like raining. i only like it when it’s dark but no water coming down. but since i ain’t God, i couldn’t push the buttonfor the rain right? hehe..

i wrapped-up may with lots of hope on the next june. i’m doing cable measurement as an assets of broadband access by system called BAMS. clerical? yes, thank you.

God know me so well. He create me like a maze. He take a piece of me, throw a piece of me so that i know what i’m looking for and put me back together. something don’t change as i watch carefully, it just turn into something worst than ever and some just stuck in the same old road. i cried for things that now as i realize it was stupid to cry for. i know what it means by: thing that can’t kill you makes us stronger.

still there is somethings i know and it won’t change. well, it freaks me out. the tips are just relax and let the current take ur boat to someplace exiciting and new.

let’s say, everything happen for a reason.

and we just have to thank-God once again. 🙂

lewat2 saja..

Mei 28, 2008

waazzzapp.. selasa kemaren dan rabu ini, gua dapet job ngemsi. ngemsi artinya jadi MC alias jadi bencong bergaya mariah carey, najis. acaranya gathering gitu. undangannya bencong2 seluruh taman di indonesia *tep* dr lawang ampe lalu lintas. gak diing, acara gathering outlet dan wartel buat ngecheer-up lagi supaya bisa ngehasilin duit buat telkom. misalnyaa nyediain tempat buat phone sex *ujung2nya maksiat. well, wartel sih menurut gua getting into the lowest point of its career. mungkiin dah gak jaman lagi kali org nelfon di wartel. mending jg di telepon umum sambil bediri trus koinnya diiket benang biar bisa gratis. bbrp misi ke depan sih usaha wartel mo dimigrasikan ke warnet. well, it gets promising while you’re in this unidentified-city. penetrasi pasar buat ke internet lebih kurang baru sekitar. mmm… 1% lah. mengkhawatirkan bukan? well, tugas gua lah salah satunya membuat “penetrasi” berbuah “kepuasan”. HARRRR!! *kacaw..

gotcha!!

Mei 24, 2008

gotcha dsini maksudnye “ketauan“. garing kang? emang! ketauan dsini maksudnya lagu hits KBA (Kalo Berenti Alhamdulillah)* dari sekelompok “band” recehhh, ujehhh, becehhh, gada ojehhh yaang namanya matta band! yes..yes.. mereka ngedeclare namanya pake kata2 “band” di belakangnya. mungkin klo gak pake kata2 band, tar klo muncul di tv takut disangka klo matta itu nama iklan kondom rasa upil atau parade orang2 kampung masuk tivi atau bbrp kru panggung lagi soundcheck atau (masih bagus klo cuma disangka) anak2 abege autis yg pgn masuk tv dan pentolannya begaya rambut belah tengah alias BT *omigosh go get a haircut, sunu!*. yang jelass, gua dari awal tak pernah percaya kalo mereka adalah sebuah band. titik. *ngutip lirik lagunya dikit ah

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few fics

Mei 22, 2008

last weekend was entirely tiring yet fun.. i wrote the whole story on the previous post rite? well, here are a few pics left from there, hehe..

monday mayday

Mei 19, 2008

kalo judul post inggris, brarti gua bakal nulis pake Bahasa. hehe.. sebetulnya gak jadi sesuatu yang prinsip sih buat kita mengekspresikan diri lewat pilihan bahasa. depends on mood.. tapi pake English katanya sekaligus juga latihan diri buat menghadapi (yang katanya) pasar global.. btw, agnes monica blom juga go internasional ya? padahal gembar-gembornya dah dari jaman firaun tapi sempet2nya nonton uber live di istora tiap hari, ckckck..

senin ini hari kejepit atau tanggal hitam diapit tanggal merah (entah kenapa kalo baca kata diapit, interprestasinya bisa macem-macem. haha). hari yg harusnya jadi hari malas2an (udah niat gak bagus), entah kenapa malah load kerjaan tiba2 banyak. pagi udah dimulai sama meeting MARAK, marketing-akses-kastamer care.

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getaway

Mei 17, 2008

Hayya.. Just got home from Subud, a vacation-camouflage of sales training in side of the city with nice villa and great view of forest. It was about 72 of us, from all all over the borneo sites, friends from work after a marvelous 4 nights of endless rapat since monday. Some of us took off from office palangkaraya while the rest from their own place.
It was a wonderful idea to spend this long weekend there. We went off in the early morning of Friday. The weather was fine, hot noon yet cool air hitting each of our tired faces after business days. Something that we thanking the Sweet Lord for left us a place on His green earth of Kalimantan is to smell the fresh air of forest again. By the way, Subud itself is believed as a middle point of the earth. That’s what my boss said to me along our four-wheel trip. There was green forest as far as the eye can see, and we met small family with 2 kids whose flying-foxing there (pitty, i didn’t hit any pic with them). Baca entri selengkapnya »

mencak-mencak lagi..

Mei 7, 2008

writing is the only getaway i could do while i’m no energy to clearly think. but as it can be seen from the title, this post couldn’t far from *censored* . hehe.. tomorrow is the judgment day for this company–my unit especially, yet we seem unready to face those failure of audit ISO..

as for me, i’m running my job without any doubt when others dont even care about this audit. well, i’m supposed to be one of, but.. once again, i was into a big trouble of shit. some people up here in clouds were having fun, while me, the “underdog”, had to work my ass off (ironically, it was for them too, haha.. mulayy). but i was putting my heart for everything i do, even my big fat mouth talking trash about it. *haha, dangdut lo der ah!

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dummy handles baby

Mei 4, 2008

I found great pics. These pictures below will show you how the correct and appropriate ways to handle infants (yes, those unstoppable pooping machine).

Some parents just need a proper education how to take care their own breeding (and it works for baby sitter too or pet owners). Let the pictures speak for itself:

sundayy

Mei 4, 2008

today’s hot as hell. i’m trying to avoid the heat and the sun anywhere i could. geez.. what’s best? ice cream is a must, and.. plain OJ. whoaaaa.. couldnt find any place for great food so far.

i sat in front of my desktop and try to find any word for my paper. heyy, i’m listening the ataris – the saddest song and the killers – when you were young.. remind me to old days..

actually, i’m getting into the state where grass of neighbor is greener than mine. kinda confuse with the options i got. mmm.. things are lil bit tighter lately–mentally if i specify.. hff……………………

anyway… i’m out for supper dolo yaa..